I DONT GET IT... I GET SOO MOTIVATED FOR A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF TIME THEN I SEEM TO JUST STOP FOR A DAY AND I CAN NEVER GET BACK ON TRACK... I WANT TO BE HAPPY... I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO... HOW DOES SOMEONE MOTIVATE THEMSELVES FOR MORE THAN 2 WEEKS ON SOMETHING THAT THEY SHOULD DO FOR AT LEAST 6 MONTHS... I'M WEAK TO FOOD... I HATE TO ADMIT IT I LOVE TO EAT... BUT I HATE HOW THE FOOD CONTROLS ME... I FEEL LIKE I'VE CHANGED I DON'T RECOGNIZE WHATS IN THE MIRROR... WHEN I IMAGINE MYSELF I IMAGINE MYSELF SMALLER THAN I AM BUT WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR IT'S A DIFFERENT STORY... HOW DO I MOTIVATE MYSELF TO SOMETHING I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH... I HATE FEELING THIS WAY... I HATE NOT LIKING MYSELF... IM NOT GONA LIE AND SAY I LOVE MYSELF FOR ME AND I'M JUST IMPROVING.. YES I AM IMPROVING BUT ITS B/C I DONT LIKE THE WAY I AM I'M NOT HAPPY.. PLEASE HELP ME OUT.. HOW DO I DO IT!!!!!
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