I am currently five to six pounds over weight, and I have been struggling with my weight since high school, I am 22. I also struggle with an eating disorder. I have been stuck at my current weight for awhile like four to five months. I feel that I can't lose weight anymore. I plan to see a nutritionist next month to see what she recommends for me to lose weight in a healthy manner. But in the back of my mind I need to lose more than five to six pounds, like I should lose as much as I can so that way because of my bulimia I won't gain so much weight that I will struggle with it. Its gotten so bad that I only let myself wear pjs if I weigh a certain weight because I feel very fat otherwise. What would you suggust I do? Is this thinking insane or part of my eating disorder? I used to weigh 220, and am terrified of being that weight again. I work out for two and a half hours and sometimes force myself to walk from one town to the next to lose five pounds a day. What should I do?