Well I guess we are going to the little and I mean little fair here in town tonight.. I'm dreading it.. Since I've gained all this weight I'm actually scared I won't fit in the rides. Plus I'm bloated today so that really helps.. If I go and don't fit in the right not only will it be embarrassing but it will be further depressing. I don't even want to go buy my other half does and would get pissy if I didn't go.. He could take his sister and she'd ride rides with him but she's 7 months pregnant so that isn't possible. So I guess I'll go.. I'm NOT at all excited about it which is just sad since I love rides. If I don't fit IDK what i'll do.. Push my doctor to get it figured out before October which is the next fair we go to. It's either that or live on salads and hope HOPE that makes me lose weight.. I'm not so sure it would tho... Gaining with no explanation. :( Wish me luck.
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