My best friend has threatened to stop talking to me until I view my recent Ai1 results... I went in for bloodwork yesterday and they have already analyzed and recorded the results. I am very scared... it will be so awful if I am a diabetic... I am doing everything I'm supposed to, exercising and eating very few things... what more can I do? It will be the end if I find out that the results are bad. I know what I will do, I will shut myself up for good and will just lock myself in my apartment until I starve and rot away. I know my best friend cares about me, but he just can't seem to understand how terrified I am. He says I am being stubborn and irrational. I can't do it. I just can't.
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