YESTERDAY HAD A DROP IN BLOOD GLUCOSE TO 64 AND WAS LOSING STRENGTH SO FAST I GOT SCARED. MY LEGS WERE LIKE RUBBER AND I WAS COLD ALL INSIDE OF ME ... I ATE AND ATE AND ATE, KNOWING ALL I HAD TO DO WAS TAKE A FEW BITES AND I WOULD BE ALRIGHT IN A FEW MINUTES, BUT IT WAS TOO SCARY .... DOCTOR TOOK THE METFORMIN AWAY AND PUT ME ON MORE GLIPIZIDE ... BUT THAT IS NOT GOING TO WORK ... I CANNOT STAND THOSE FEELINGS OF THE SUGAR "SUDDENLY" DROPPING ... AND I FEEL OUT OF CONTROL AND READY TO DIE, IT REALLY FEELS THAT WAY ... BUT THE PROBLEM NOW IS, TODAY IT WAS 375. I CANNOT WIN AND DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ... I SLEPT FOR 5 HOURS THIS AFTERNOON ... COULD NOT WAKE UP. MONDAY I WILL SEE WHAT THE DOCTOR WANTS ME TO DO. OH, HE TOOK THE METFORMIN AWAY BECAUSE OF THE DIARRHEA ... SAID I COULD NOT LIVE LIKE THAT, BUT FROM WHAT I SEE, I CANNOT LIVE LIKE THIS EITHER ... HAVE TO FIND A HAPPY MEDIUM. ANY SUGGESTIONS????
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