I KNOW how important exercise is for me - but for some reason - I just don't do it. I absolutely HATE myself for this. I even bought a fairly expensive gym membership figuring I would feel guilty if I didn't go because I spent all that money... and yet, still, I just DON'T GO! I just can't figure this out. I feel like such a loser and I am so bummed out. I am overweight, and I am so angry with myself. I am terrible at sticking to things. I wish I could have a brain transplant so I could be a robot and JUST DO IT - like the NIKE commercial says. My family deserves better. They deserve a healthy mom. And, I need to take care of myself better - but I JUST DON'T! WHY???? This is driving me crazy! HELP!!!
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