I have found in my life that letting go of things,especially the traumatic things,were and are at times extremely hard for me.I always seemed to dwell and look for answers to whatever caused or was causing my pain. Nurturing and hanging on to it like it was something I needed to value. More and more it doesn't matter WHY. What has been a significant change for me is the realization that no amount of understanding why bad things happened can change those things. I am learning how to let go more and more. I think mainly because I have done this for so many years and have seen how detrimental it has been to hang on to these hearkbreaks of my life.I finally realize that I may not have forever to live, we all have a finite time on this earth. So, I am trying to find ways to live my life more fully and to let go of as much baggage as I can. In the end none of these things matter...All I bring at the end is me. I hope my heart will be full of sunshine and not all the bad things I have experienced. Maybe this does not make sense...But it comes with love in my heart.
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