is it just me or is the holladay season hard on alot of us with depression? i have been having a really hard time with feeling like i just want to give up the fight latly. its not that i will its just so darn hard to keep my emotions under controll latly. stress brings on more pain and the pain brings on the depression etc. etc.. a vicious cycle with no end. after having depression for 10 years or more i finally blew up at my husband of 22 years and said just kill me already. he was floored to say the least. he did not realize i had it this bad. i have kept it from him and most of my family. i did not want to burden them with all the stuff going thru my head. i have come to the point where its just too much and i cant get it under controll. any sugestions? i take symbalta but its not helping for 2 weeks now.
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