I have always compared myself to others but lately its really bothering me. I am in a sorority and there are always girl better at me in everything. I know it's not fair to compare myself to everyone. Also, I know I am pretty and talented but I do not think I truely believe it. Anyways, I have been crying a lot and have been feeling like I may be better off gone. Everyone has some else anyways. One night I took like 3 vitamins and 2 zolofts because I was really upset. I have a great support group but my thoughts are tearing me apart. My little cousin gave me a little strength. He said I love you Monica. You are my cousin. I am glad you are far away from dieing and I hope you do not get cancer like your mom. You are the closest thing to Aunt Emmy that I have....these words truly touched me and I could never leave him....My mind is hard to control...
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