Dear all. I am writing this as a pre-emptive strike on a situation that i feel is about to get out of hand, i am sure.

This message is a warning to all here on D/S, of the dangers of getting too involved with another person. As we all know being BI-PO or suffering depression and anxiety, can be a lonely place to be. It is very very easy for any of us to reach into a fantasy land, a place where the sun shines everyday and all in all the world is a better place.

Well i fell into such a place not long ago. I fell into the world of Halterbroke. It was a very pleasant world to begin with, and sure enough, the word Love sprung up, and talks of plans were discussed. Then a while after i found myself chatting close to another, here on D/S. We also got on very well and had some very nice chats. Now this is where the danger lies, not being well and in need of attention, i found myself involved in two situations,but i like everybody and i do not wish to hurt or upset no-one either, and i carried on chatting to both people.

Not thinking straight is a big part of this illness, and i never thought straight. Then all of a sudden, one knew about the other and i was deemed a cheating bastard. But how can i be, i have never been with or slept with anybody here. The thing here is only one person got upset, Halter. I did not blame her, and i had apologised and tried to explain what had happened and that the situation was getting out of hand.

But i recieved a few not so pleasent messages. And am being threatend, being told that a message i sent would be posted on here for a week for all to read, it is with this threat that i had decided to post this.

Not to get at anybody, but just to point out the danger that getting too involved on here can lead to some un-happy times. As you all must know, its not always easy to have a proper conversation on the net, you cannot easily relay emotions, or give somebody that special support that they may need.

I have 90 ppl on my friends list, i talk to as many as i can, i would never intentionaly upset any of you here. I am being persicuted for a stupid stupid situation that came about so easily due to the ill health that we all suffer, and like i said before, you have to be carefull. I have apologised to Halter, and do so again now for the fantasy land we found ourselves in. I know a lot of you will read this and either think,

Who care's
So what,
You are a bastard.

To all i have spoken too on here should know, i am a good guy, not a bad one, i just as most people do, made a mental mistake. And to those involved i apologise sincerly.

As i say before i only wrote this as i was told about a message. If the message comes up, so be it, but i have not and will not run away from being human, an unwell one, but still a person who's health caused an injustice.

Thank you for reading.