Yeah, I'm depressed. I've got a tumor in my head and I'm trying to deal with that. I've got doctors that are numbskulls (that are part of the problem). My hormones go up and down more frequently than the stock exchange. I've lost the things I love the most. He actually had the audacity to ask me if I was still playing hockey. Um no you idiot stick, what do you think? I've got a brain tumor! Who wouldn't be depressed? Now my doctor informs me that I HAVE to go see a psychiatrist. And I have to go back on medication. Which I haven't had the worlds greatest reaction to. I've got 3 support groups I'm going to to try and deal with things. I'm starting horse back riding tomorrow. I don't know why I need medication too. Sorry I'm just venting here.
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