I have just written an immenselt long winded piece of writing on my journal...I am very fearful of my current fairly stable state of mind unravelling and ending up like I was before or worse...as when I had a meltdown at 14 I got better and then had an even worse episode at 18 that has been haunting me these past 14 months. So I would appreciate (if anyone is feeling extra energetic today) some support/advice/whatever if possible. I want recovery so badly but I'm terrified.
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Feeling pretty bad today. I'm exhausted in every way. Tired of living this life where nothing changes or gets better despite how much I try. Had a bad life all my life and I'm just tired of being here.