I thought I had everything taken care of but one peice on the string came undone and now.... I'am sitting at home for I don't know tuesday or before that thinking of how down and lost I am u.u so I think I'am bk in my depressed stage >.< I don't know where to start anymore and now well I think I lost another job not just due to this but my ex fell through with helping like always about getting a daycare set up u.u now I feel like I've lost my job and I've so lost my control of eatting due to being a emotional eatter..... so gaining weight doe's not help matters any ugh lol feel like I just wanna run away lol
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