i want to say somthing so many of you want to end your life , its in itself deppressing , you see i have frinds that live in great phyciall pain and are dying , they want to live not die , i have been depressed for long time off and on , but not wanting to kill myself .
i thougth about how easy it would be to end it all how do you know if you get there you wont be depressed , but what if heven is not what they say it is , what if it worse ? i tried to take my life but i was young glad i did not make it , today i would not think about it i live for thoses who cannot ,
i lost my family my two sister mom and dad , i contuniued for them what im trying to say that is the unknowen id be leary , i wacthed my mom die little each day ,i seen the fear in her eyes when they told there nothing they can do for her . im glad we have this site for you all to say how your feeling and get the support i need and give support.
my dad had brain tumor he wanted to live, one sister died at 35 and other at 63, i have fogth to hard to be here . anyway just wanted to put this out there hugs min
It feels like I'm sinking slowly but surely my breathing getting worse by the day feeling so breathles I just don't know what to do I'm so scared. I don't know how much more I can take.
Start with the positive:I have had many miracles in my life--just being here is one. Having Lucy!!! I have nice clothes, a nice house(needs some things fixed but very livable), cars to drive and in good repair.We have food and money enough to get by(now have plenty of TP.)I do still have a job and had a raise last month.We can do laundry here at home which is good! The drains all work...