Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
There will definitely be scars. This is the worst I've ever done. There was blood splatter on the walls in my bathroom. I didn't even realize it until later, when I walked in there and saw it there, a dull red on the beige walls. The blade bit my skin at least 50 times, if not more. It didn't penetrate my skin every time, but is raw if it didn't. Raw, red, and cut.
I feel so stupid. I haven't cut myself in over three months, and now it's the worst I've ever done. I just remember walking down stairs, grabbing the scissors, going back upstairs and having at it. The blood running down my wrist, over my fingers, and into the white porcelain sink. I sank to the floor, grabbing my knees, and rocked. "You are an ugly liar. You are unworthy. A stupid bitch. Look at what I have done to my family. I deserve this pain. I DESERVE IT!!!!" is the mantra that passed my lips while I sat there, trying to breathe through my nose.
I feel so stupid. I haven't cut myself in over three months, and now it's the worst I've ever done. I just remember walking down stairs, grabbing the scissors, going back upstairs and having at it. The blood running down my wrist, over my fingers, and into the white porcelain sink. I sank to the floor, grabbing my knees, and rocked. "You are an ugly liar. You are unworthy. A stupid bitch. Look at what I have done to my family. I deserve this pain. I DESERVE IT!!!!" is the mantra that passed my lips while I sat there, trying to breathe through my nose.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
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