so its my 20th birthday. the first half i spent alone. then i went to my mums. who had a few drinks. started questioning me about my depression. then blamed me for it. said it was a way of life for me now. called me an evil bitch. told me i could have nice shapely legs like my sister if i lost weight. then said she's in the red now cause she gave me money for my birthday. i gave it back. she gladly accepted. it got too much. i left with my bf. he cant deal with me when im upset. so he went home too. so here i am. alone again on my birthday. crying. again.
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