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so its official, theyve asked me to leave.
not cuz im hard 2 live with, or that ive done anything wrong - just cuz im unhappy.
i dont want to go back and i cant stay here......i have no idea what to do.
i dont know whats wrong with me....i have this need 2 be liked, so much. i guess its insecurity. i want people to love me, to care abowt me. and they never do. so yeah, i get overly upset when people decide they dont like me, or point owt my flaws - cuz i need them to like me. i need to believe im worth something, need to believe im a good person. i know its crazy but i do.
ive lost everything - im even gonna lose all u lot cuz if i have to go back 2 my flat i wont have the internet so i'll hardly ever be able to talk to you all.
my world has literally fallen apart in the last hour.
so here i am again, asking for some attention. but right now you guys are the only people i have in the world - so im sorry but i have to talk. i cant not talk.
everything hurts. it really really really hurts.
i dont think i can get past this.
x
not cuz im hard 2 live with, or that ive done anything wrong - just cuz im unhappy.
i dont want to go back and i cant stay here......i have no idea what to do.
i dont know whats wrong with me....i have this need 2 be liked, so much. i guess its insecurity. i want people to love me, to care abowt me. and they never do. so yeah, i get overly upset when people decide they dont like me, or point owt my flaws - cuz i need them to like me. i need to believe im worth something, need to believe im a good person. i know its crazy but i do.
ive lost everything - im even gonna lose all u lot cuz if i have to go back 2 my flat i wont have the internet so i'll hardly ever be able to talk to you all.
my world has literally fallen apart in the last hour.
so here i am again, asking for some attention. but right now you guys are the only people i have in the world - so im sorry but i have to talk. i cant not talk.
everything hurts. it really really really hurts.
i dont think i can get past this.
x
deleted_user
oh honey don't worry about asking for help if you need it its what we're here for. Do you really have to leave?
deleted_user
yeah - leave my home not ds lol. they just came owt with it abowt half an hour ago xx
deleted_user
Huge hugs, I love you. I wish I could help more. We can't loose you from here. NO, NO WAY!!!!!!!!
deleted_user
*giant hugs* I'm so so sorry... I'd let you come live with me if I'm close enough to your college.
deleted_user
Hi, just cruising by and saw your post--you're not alone and it's okay for you to want attention when you need it! I'm sorry you're having such a hard time today.
deleted_user
Can tell that that you want to stay? That you will try to improve... at least in might give you some time to work out another arrangment?
deleted_user
i have. iv bin 2 counsellin etc, caught up with college work - i thought they wer gonna let me stay. apparently i havnt done anythin wrong they just cant deal with me bein upset etc - so theres nothin 2 improve. xx
deleted_user
What else can we do for you, hun?
deleted_user
yeah i know that silly lol why did they say you had to go i don't think i got that bit...
deleted_user
arch - i have 2 leave cuz im unhappy and they cant deal with me bein unhappy. dee - i dont know. xx
chelle37
So sorry to hear that. I hope you feel like you can ask for attention here anytime you need it, and for as much as you need. There should be no shame in that. Hang in there, and I'll send good energy your way.
deleted_user
You can and will get past this. I've told you before that as soon as I have somewhere you are coming to live with me. I'm trying my best to get somewhere
deleted_user
sounds a bit unfair to me...can you try compromise ask them to give you a little longer?
deleted_user
well hun, we're all here for you!
deleted_user
they wont listen. ive tried and tried and tried. i was crying and crying and they didnt even care. x
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