I had a bad day. Found out a newer teammate as been getting all the leads... I get so down when "I am not the #1 guy" and it has happened several times. Why do i take it SO hard? Last job it put me out for 6 months and ready to kill myself... Thus I want to move off the grid, per my page, to not have to work in corporate F'd up America anymore! Is it a self esteem issue? Does anyone get this?
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