I had a bad day. Found out a newer teammate as been getting all the leads... I get so down when "I am not the #1 guy" and it has happened several times. Why do i take it SO hard? Last job it put me out for 6 months and ready to kill myself... Thus I want to move off the grid, per my page, to not have to work in corporate F'd up America anymore! Is it a self esteem issue? Does anyone get this?
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
I have my maxed amount of epidural shots of my cervical DDD....(and no one cares about my lumbar DDD)..... I've done physical therapy, muscle relaxers, Amitriptyline, Nortryptiline, desipramine.....narcotics... So I decided to go to a spine specialist and they have me on Gabapentin. Its been two weeks and it did nothing for my lumbar ever... but it did seem to help my cervical and arm/hand pain...