I've been thinking about how I used to think my life was safe, stable, but kind of boring. It's changed so much in the past 2 years. There is no normal. I have no idea how I'm going to feel from day to day, or even minute to minute. I'm so lonely. I need love and friends and fun in my life. I need to feel strong, and loved and needed. What if what I have now is the new "normal". I miss my life
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