have hurt me. they werent meant to be mean and they weren't but they hurt my feelings. i waited til everyone had left me alone at work and then i cried cuz of those words. it just goes to confirm what i already suspected that people thought of me and i hate being viewed this way. i absolutely hate it and i don't know how to fix it. and even worse i feel so emotionally weak cuz i let words hurt me, when they were supposed to help me and then i have to pretend like they don't hurt too. why am i such a disappointment to myself? i thought i was making progress but i'm just lying to myself giving myself false hope. now it hurts even more.
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