Ok so I realize that today is Mother's Day and in my family that means the whole family getting together. Well my family forces themselves to be civil and nice to me and my boyfriend. We don't like being around my family simply for that exact reason. Its like feeling like your imposing. So I called my mother today and wished her a happy mommy's day and told her that we wouldn't be coming because we had other things to do (aka we don't want to be treated like shit by yall) I told her that I would be over tommorrow with her gift and to spend some one on one time with only her. Well my mom was upset and when I went to get off the phone with her I told her that I loved her. Well she didn't say it back. Now my mom is controlling, manuplative, cold, stubborn all of the above. She is the main cause of my triggers of depression when I was younger so needless to say she still triggers it a lot of the time so I guess I just needed to vent I am tired of her making me feel like I am no good and less than perfect but shes my mom so what is there to do?
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