this sounds stupid... but time does heal .... I didn't believe it when I came here... but it's turning out to be true

Im so sorry you are going through this. I often feel that things will never get better but I know for a fact that they will and have in the past. So I hope that you can find some strength to get through this.

Im here if you need to talk.

I know time seems to heal a little. Never a lot for me tho. It's going on 5 years now of serious pain and struggling with life everyday. TIME... Is the race I am running and fear I will never win.

I'm sorry for your pain. I wish I could say something that would make it better. ((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))

Yes - I can relate to what your feeling - the last couple years have been so horrible that at times it hurts to breathe; the pain so raw that I actually go from agony to numb from the shock of it; my doctor prescribed xanix for anxitey and ambien so i can sleep. I've been on these medications for about a year and dont think I would be here now if I hadnt talked to my doctor. You are going through hell right now but things will get better; you need to focus on what is best for you right now. please know that you are not alone - people on this site know exactly how much pain your in and we're here for you.

Hey everyone WAKE UP its time to put on a little make up... why? because you want to!!

Jloz, that pain is the worst, many of us have felt that. Please hang in there, it does go away. I usually just hide under my duvet and stay there until it gets a little better, then I fight this dern illness. Don't let it defeat you, you have a lot of good times ahead of you. xx

is so tough feeling like this - just feel like hiding under the duvet and shutting out the world. Have been there and recovered but I know when you are there you can never believe that...so a big warm hug for you to help just a little....Cathrynn X

Thank you guys! Do your hearts hurt though?? : (

jloz, yes hearts hurt, but the good things make the pain better, there is always a tender spot but that helps us to remember people like you who are feeling the pain. It makes us care about you very much. Hugs. xx

*hugs* I am sorry you are hurting.

Things are harder for me to deal with today than there were back when things first started over 5 years ago.

I think I know why tho. I did everything in my power to pretend nothing was wrong. Now that I am dealing with things, it is dredging everything up.

As the demons of my past are dredged up I deal with them best as I can, something annoying the crap outta peeps on here. But I am finding it a little easier to fight. I think mainly because I know now I am not alone.

I feel exactly the same way. I am so sorry that you have to suffer like this too. I truly wish I could help you.

I can relate to you. My heart does hurt. I was just telling my therapist about it last week that I can't stop it from hurting. It just seems to breaking and I am sad all the time. I try so hard to hide behind the smiles but often it doesn't work anymore. I am with you. She assures me that things will get better. So keep believing in that. Things have to get better. Hope you feel better soon!

I have insomnia now been up for long time.

I am hurting as well. And YES my heart hurts. I cried in the shower this morning and all it did was wash away the tears and left me emotionally drained. Wish we could all feel better