I wish i could be more like evil and other members here, let things out but i feel that its pity i am looking for and its not. Its me, my mom would think that i was looking for it. But i am not. Things are hard for me. I could talk about my kids all day. But not me I just wish i could be open more maybe i would be a screamer to my kids, maybe i would be a better parent to them. They are my life and breath. I wish i could be better than i am, and not so depressed all the time, everything i do i feel like a FAILURE!!!!!!!
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