I'm use to being able to pick up and move to a new job, new town, new friends for my diversions. I've been in the same place going on my 3rd year. I met William. He adored me and has for years. I finally invited him over. We got drunk, slept together and ruined it all. Now my diversion is fantasizing about what could be or what could have been. I feel sick.
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