Will this emptiness that I have felt all my life ever go away for good? Will I always have to live with the anxiety that it can and will come back at anytime - even when I thought I was "cured". Medication helped for awhile, but I am off of it and now I feel a different kind of emptiness. Instead of going through the dramatic ups and downs and feeling like I was traveling down a long, dark tunnel....I now feel just empty. I want to have a crying episode like I used to before the medication.....but I can't. Nothing comes out. And I feel frustrated because of it. My crying episode's were what consoled me - they were a part of me. But now, I just feel empty. I want to scream, I am so frustrated. I just wish that I had at least one friend that I could call up and explain this too. Someone who would just know what I was going through and not look at me like I was crazy.
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