I am new here. I just joined a couple minutes ago. I came here to see if other people feel like i do. And after doing some reading i can see that i'm not alone, but i still feel alone. i have no one to talk to that cares or knows what i'm going through. i thought that it would all pass, but i see that it's just getting worse. Yesterday i locked myself in a closet with my husbands gun. I wouldn't answer the door or my phone. I don't want to die because i don't want to cause anyone anymore pain than i already have, but i don't want to live because i don't want to feel the pain anymore. Every day just gets worse and worse. I don't eat, i don't talk, i don't watch tv. All i do is sit in the dark and cry. i just want it all to go away.
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