Today I feel like the walls are closing in. I can't get out. I feel like no one is around to be with me. My friends have all disappeared. I hate feeling like this. How do I get rid of this feeling? Will it ever go away? You know that saying "No one loves me everyone hates me" Thats the way I feel. I cant talk to anyone because I feel like Ill be lectured or judged. Or that Its all in my head, or you shouldnt feel that way. Or worse different people come up to you and say "I always told u ur my friend talk to me. But now adays I cant trust anyone I feel like everyone is stabbing me in the back. I feel like I will never be happy again.
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