It seems that no matter what...I am always unhappy. My life can be going okay. My meds can seem to be working (I've been through many and can tell the difference.) I can be in therapy. I can have support of family and friends. I have a good career in a helping profession. But no matter what, I am always depressed. I would settle for feeling content, okay, placated, or any other sort of bland acceptance of daily life. But no matter what, I have this constant sense of unhappiness, dysthymia, unfulfillment, emptiness, and feeling that my life has little meaning. I will live out my life and die and it won't really matter. Is this just how I will always be?
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