all my life i have been a non-conformist on most issues except for probably school. it used to be so easy to separate myself from the norm becuz i was already separated and had to do too much work to get there. i used to not want to get to that place. a part of me still doesn't but at the same time i feel like maybe thats why i'm so unhappy with my life. i used to think money would make me happy when i was younger but as i grow i'm starting to realize that money isn't going to solve even half of my problems. i used to think it was the only answer. i just feel that if i conform to society's standards then i will think differently and therefore different things would make me happy. it would make me a completely different person. right now i really don't know who i am, have semi low confidence and i am very lost in what people think of me in some situations.
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