i just lost my job today...actually i was fired over a stupid mistake...now i am going to be broke...just bought a new car and my wedding is coming up in less than 2 months...i dont know what to do now...my life sucks...everything seems to be going wrong except for my relationship....and i dont think he will hang around long if i am just sitting at home with no career goals...i dont understand why good things cant happen to me like other people...right now i wish i was never born...i wonder why do i even wake up in the morning for the shit that gets poured on me...i really think that if i died i would be in hell but it is the same as being on earth...whats the difference?....i am suffering here and i would suffer in hell as well...i cant win...i cant have a normal life...i give up...
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