why is it that when i dont do something i am wrong and when i do do something i am wrong. i am so fed up with this husband of mine. he wants to me find a job. i have applied for 51 jobs so far and today i got an email from the local hospital saying i am short listed, and he said oh you will find a way to make it so you dont get the job. but when i dont apply and get interviews i am wrong then too. i hate my life. he has a go at me all the time, he can never say anything good about me, he always puts me down. well i am trying to find a job now so that i can earn my own money and have somewhere to live on my own. away from him. once this house sells. god i cant wait. he says i am just so happy sitting here on my pc all the time and do nothing. and he usually says to me in those situations that i am reading his mind and i know what he is thinking. well i said that back to him today and he doesnt like that. god i cant wait til he puts this house on the market and sell it. but he is taking his sweet time in getting it ready to sell. all this week he has sat in his chair and watched the olympics. oh he did vaccum out the car cos he is going to sell it. as he cant afford to run it anymore but it was him begging me to buy it for him last year. his dream car. he says he is going to sell it at the end of the month. dont know how cos he hasnt got the money to buy a new one. plus he hasnt got the money to pay the road tax on this one, which is due the end of the month. he says he is getting a cheaper car but it all depends on whats about. now we are arguing again so i must go. bye for now
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