Nothing traumatic happened to me, I have no reason to be depressed, but I am. I feel like God has taken away the most glorious thing in my life, and I can't go on without it. That thing is music. I used to love it. It used to move me beyond what words can express. It was glorious. Now when I try to listen to music, all I feel is frustration, hopelessness, and emptiness, because I feel nothing. There's nothing there inside me. Just this empty hole where that love used to be, and I don't want to go on like this. Music used to let my spirit soar, and now all it is is a reminder of the happiness I once felt and can't feel again.
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