No one is ever excited to see me. Everyone I hang out with could care less if i was even there. I'm pretty picked last for everything. No one i know really wants to hang out with me, I just end up there. I can't think of one time someone was like " Hey,.. lets call him(me) up. I wanna hang out with him". Not even a hey, whats up? I'm just always kinda there, and i am fucking tired of this shit. I can help everyone else out but myself. I'm unwanted. I am the year old toy in a kids toy chest that he wishes he could somehow break in the worst way possible. I have no reason to have friends. I have no reason to be here. All I do is take up space and time. I'll never find the group of friends I need. I should just stop trying. I'll never find that "right" girl, I should just take what i can get. I'm tired of being alone and wishing I was wanted. I'm unwanted now, and I will be unwanted tell the die I leave this fleshy body of hell.
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