IV JUST COMEOUT OF A PERIOD OF A 2WEEK STAY AT A CLINIC FOR DEPRESSION.YET I FEEL WOORSE OF THEN WHEN I WENT IN.ON MONDAY IM SUPPOSED TO START WORK.THE PEOPLEATWORK AND MY FAM CANT UNDERSTAND WHY I FEEL SO CRAP,I MEAN IM SUPPOSED TO HAV BEEN TREATED/CURED.IM SOSCARED,FEEL LIKE CUTTING JUST TO RELEASE SOME OF THE PAINHELP I LOSING CONTROL.
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