I've been suffering severe depression for many years now and recently things were starting to get better after i met a girl...a great girl, she's always making me laugh/smile and just generally makes me happy. Now she seems distant and cold.......I'm going down that fucking spiral again this shit aint worth it anymore.....I'm done. theres no point in going around with this mask on trying to pretend its all good....this has happened too many times for me to deal with it any longer.
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