i just went to the usa for a funeral and since i got back my husband has treated me so badly. he snaps at me for nothing. i lost a crown on my front tooth the other day. he asked what were you eating at the time ? he always has to give me a dig about my weight. i hate that. and none of his family have even called to say welcome back. so i feel all alone in this marriage. in some ways i would have prefered to stay in the usa, if he wasnt here for me to come back to. i love him. but i dont think he loves me any more. he complained before that i slept on the couch too much and now he doesnt want me to sleep in the bed. whats wrong with that. iam so tired. i have slept nearly all day long since i got back. i never get this way, jet lag is not my thing. i slept on the flight all the way home. but i cant stand my hubby being so mean to me. i hate it. and i have asked him to stop but he doesnt. i dont know why, unless he is trying to get rid of me. i asked him that yesterday and he said no he wasnt. he is just stressed having me back. that really hurt. he is always having a dig at me. i dont know how much longer i can take it. sis in law usually comes over on a fri night but they never came over. i just feel unwanted. unloved, very lonely. hubby and i can be in the same room with him, but he never says a word to me. what can i do to make this situation better ?
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