I really don't know how to start this other than when I get really depressed, I want to die. I am not sure if I want to kill myslef or just die. The only thing that keeps me from doing it is my son. He is my life. I know that if I hurt myself, someone will take him away. I could not handle it. I am on Lexapro now and I know that I am just stressed out because we are in the middle of a move out of state, but shouldn't normal people be able to handle this???? I am very clinical, so I go through all the little channels that I think could cause the problem, but all the while I have these thoughts that everyone would be better off without me.
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