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It seems like I have what it is to make me happy but it also seems like I push it all away... I have a loving and supportive (most of the time) (basically) fiance', a amazing little soon to be stepson, a place to live, the internet and all you amazing people here on DS... and so much more to look forward too. Why do I push the love of my life away, given up on seeing the baby and have no interest in living some days?....
It seems like if I realize I am happy I find one small flaw to pick at and make a huge one... I always seem to do anything I can to mess up and make it so I ain't happy. I fight being happy basically... Why though? Doesn't everyone want and deserve happiness?
It seems like if I realize I am happy I find one small flaw to pick at and make a huge one... I always seem to do anything I can to mess up and make it so I ain't happy. I fight being happy basically... Why though? Doesn't everyone want and deserve happiness?
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Everyone does deserve happiness. Some just dont know what to do with it when they get it or too afraid to enjoy it. I dont know why this is...but realizing what you are doing may help you to count to 10 the next time you want to push your loved one away.
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I think I'll try that... although if I don't say something when something is wrong it pisses me off I would rather take a breather and then talk to him then blow up on him and push him away...
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Walking away and coming back to discuss things is a good idea. Communication is key to all relationships in life. Whether it be marraige or friendships,ect. I am quick to react when I am mad. I practice the walk away and come back often. lol. I also keep in mind that alot of times pushing someone away too much can push them further from us. Dont make the mistake so many out there have made.
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It takes a lot to get out of this rut, But if you take a bit more happyness each day soon it will be filled with it. You seem to be on the right path so let it happen.
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wow.... you can tell me anything furture sister-in-law! I know about you cumming with Chris, cutting yourself, and TRYING to get prengnant and more. Well you NEED to go get help for your problems and your family problems... i love you furture sister-in-law! Ahd Chrsi tooked your virginialy! Wow..... well I hope we can get together soon... I MISS YOU!!!
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well come talk to me sis-in-law... i miss you...
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Am I looking for others to make e happy today or can I be happy with myself today. Tom
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i do the same. indecision. im not afraid of commitment once things get going, but starting is really hard. i can find flaws in just about everything, and can never just go with things as they are.
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Hun, we can never be happy until we are content. We need to learn to love ourselves; accept who we are, flaws and everything. When we walk in gratitude and not covet, then happiness will come naturally. xx
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It's hard to get out of that way of thinking,but the evidence round you begs to differ.Good luck bunny x
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
