why do i keep hoping things will change
Been married and with this man for about 20 years, and I have no idea what happened about 10 years ago. He became mentally ill, takes medicine and we have been on and off too many times. Its always himn that tells me to leave, and I have a real problem here, not letting this go. He is a good man with something mental, but whats worse, is I keep putting up with him breaking us up and getting right back into this. over and over. i have been thru therapy, and I know the only way to end this merry go round is to jump off and start my life over. He says I need to change, I say he is not accepting me - i work every day, he does not. His mental health is too bad. I have taken care of him for years, but he doesn't see it that way, and i have a huge heart -especially for him. Just needed to talk and ask if anyone has any ideas? Thanks for listening.