I am so messed up, how is it that I hurt the people I love the most, I do stupid things, say things I don't mean. I just can't make them understand that I am depressed. They think I am ok, because I can hide the way I really feel by putting on a happy face. They don't see or really know whats going on. Its like at any moment I'm going to lose it. At times I feel like running away. Yes, I am one who keeps things all bottled up. I'm so messed up.........
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