My husband is comming home after being gone for 6 days, and I am not looking forward to it at all!!! I guess it is because when he is not here micro-managing everything, life is just a little bit easier. I feel terrible that I feel this way, but with recent events, I don't think I can take the stress of having to walk on egg shells while he is home. No amount of affection is ever enough, no amount of support I give him is ever enough. It is "yah, but..." all the time. I could have always done something more, or differently. Where is my support? Where is my affection? Why is it always me that has to show him all this stuff? Why can't he just take me in him arms and hold me when he feels he needs a hug? Why is everything a test? I am just so tired of everything...
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