This morning when i woke up, i was crying again..i only received 1 1/2hrs of sleep last night and i'm feeling so sensitive, irritable. I'm tired of feeling so weak, feeling inadequate, feeling worthless! I honestly thought that i was a better person than this, i thought i was stronger than this, but i guess i'm not for whatever reason!!!! I talked to a wonderful friend from DS last night on the phone and she made me feel like i normally feel..but this morning i woke up and i felt the same way as i did! Right now i feel like i'm on the edge of a cliff and i'm getting ready to fall off..I also feel like i'm drowning and i can't surface again..I feel so alone in this battle...i just want it to be over!
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