Okay, so I just found out that my son's father is going to have another baby. He has not been there for my son at all, even when my son was diagnosed with cancer. His father has other children that he takes care of, but has to be forced to even pay child support for my son. Anyway, I went on myspace and saw a picture of his pregnant wife. I have been having some really hateful thoughts that are completely out of my nature, but I cannot help it. Even though I know I'm a pretty nice person I feel horrible for even thinking these things. Why did I have to even go on there???
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