i feel moving to the uk from the states to be with my abusive husband. who i didnt know was like that. even though he had told me that his ex wife wanted to get a divorce on grounds of mental cruality.but he said no, cos he thinks that he isnt that way. but he is. and he doesnt see it. i have well and truly messed my life up moving back here to be with him. but i made that decesion and now i have to live with it. but i cant. i need to get out of this marriage asap, but if i move away out of our house i will loose any money in it that we make a profit on, so i have to stay here til the house is sold. i have argued with my sister in law. so now they hate me too. why do i do this. now my husband hates me, my mum hates me, and my sister in law and her fiance hates me. i feel so alone. i feel unwanted, unloved and hated. but why
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