so I posted an ad on craigslist that I was looking for a gym buddy. I've always wanted someone to work out with so that I wouldn't feel so alone when i'm at the gym. As I entered the gym, I was looking for my workout partner. Unfortunately... it turned out to be my ex. Feelings of frustration, anger, confusion, and unhappiness when through my mind. I thought to myself, "Out of all the billions of people in the world, why did it have to be my ex?" "Why can't someone new respond to my ad?" I felt that I was lied to. I felt that I can't even trust Craigslist myself. How can this be a coincidence, my ex does not even like working out. Right now, my level of trust for meeting people online is so gone with the wind. I felt so betrayed and hurt inside, like everything is just a game. I am crying heavily inside, but I'm learning to accept my emotions. Maybe it happened for a reason? But for any reason, I would NEVER go back to my ex.
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