this pain.. it hurts so bad.. i feel like i will never be whole again.. i just wish i could disappear.. this pain is to intense.. i cant deal with it.. i miss my niece so much.. and my best friend is just not around to busy for me.. god i miss the time i use to spend with her.. with both of them.. i just cant take this anymore.. wish it could just be goodbye! i have many choices.. kinife.. pills .. pills and alcohol or maybe all three together.
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