LAST NIGHT I WAS LAYING AROUND THE HOUSE AND I WAS TRYING TO THINK OF MY MOM AND I JUST COULD NOT PICTURE HER FACE AT ALL IT WAS A TERIBLE FEELING THIS IS THE 1ST TIME THAT THIS HAS HAPPENED I NEED TO KNOW HAS THIS EVER HAPPENED TO ANYONE ELSE OR AM I A BAD DAUGHTER NOT MISSING HER MOTHER ENOUGH. I HATED THE FACT THAT I HAD TO GET A PICTURE TO REMEMBER WAT SHE LOOKED LIKE.
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