I have a beautiful new home, money in the bank, and the man of my dreams who actually cherishes me. Why can't I be happy with this life? I just left a 10 year marriage to a jerk who went through all my money, cheated on me, treated my children like dirt, made them move out to their dad's house just to get away from him. Now he has my little girl ( our only child together), and I'm 1600 miles away. Is that what I can't get over? I had to move here with my boyfriend, his daughter was being sexually abused at her mother's house. I should feel proud that I can help her. But I just cry all the time. I can't figure out how to kill myself and still get my life insurance money to my kids. I think about it 20+ times a day. Can anyone help?
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