Why do I damn bother? I am always sad depressed lonely and feeling like crap so I ask why bother. Yes I have 2 teens 15 and 17 but they do not care. I was married almost 20 years when the hubby left.I am so so sad and tired of pretending because guess what nothing is ok and will never be ok again. My soul aches.
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