My dad just finds every little reason to hurt me. Everyday just bringing up something wrong with me and why I'm so horrible. I must be because he never does this to anyone else.. but I try so hard to be a good kid. He tells me how he wishes I was just born into another family.. and I have no one to talk to about anything. He just hates me.. I just want to be loved and he just finds everything wrong with me to yell at me for. Then he says I just want attention and that I'm trying to make him feel like a bad dad.. and I just go to the doctors all the time (once every few months, actually) to tell them how I'm so depressed and how my dad is so bad. How would he know? I never said anything like that.. he makes up lies just to make me seem bad.. he just wants me to die.. I know. And I'm sick of being treated this way. T__T
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